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    Daydreaming... I am standing on a grassland in Switzerland. The cool breeze hit my face, but not very hard. I draw the air into my lung, I can sense the smell of pine leaves from the coniferous forest not far from here. Then I wear my headset and listen to Novigrad City night ambience theme song. And suddenly this place is becoming more peaceful and magical. The Earth is beautiful. God is great creating The Earth.  Ya Allah, may this dream come true. Aamiin.

Never been so open up to someone Never been so delightful staying with someone Never been so comfortable crying in front of someone Never been so sure that in spite of the ups and down, living my life with someone will be safe and sound Never been so grateful meeting with someone before I met you. ILY

Hello world! Today's post it's all about Kingdom Hearts and its orchestra. Yay, never been so excited writing a content like this! So first i will write about what Kingdom Hearts is for those who haven't known about this and why I like it so much. Kingdom Hearts is a console game which is developed by Square Enix and in collaboration with Disney. If you hear Final Fantasy once (the so well known game / RPG ever that consists of so many handsome characters mehehe), it is also developed by Square Enix too. But Kingdom Hearts is rather different, it also consists of the Disney characters, like Mickey, Donald, Goofie. Even Disney princess, such as Ariel, Aurora and Snow White (which is my childhood memory, I love Disney movie so much since I was a child)! It's not just about the character but the storyline as well. Its story line is all about friendship and how we should do our best if we want to achieve our goal. That's why Kingdom Hearts is so special for me. Kingdom

My inner circle is getting smaller as i grow up. And I don't regret it. When I give the good basic manner i learned from my mother to my friends, such as say thank you whenever being helped by someone or say sorry whenever i do something bad, and apparently those friends didn't do the same things as I did, I feel that they don't appreciate a simple thing. How about the bigger thing? Will they appreciate it? And if the answer is no, it means that it's time to stay away from them. When i give my hand, spend my time for some people when they're at the worst state, prioritize them and they just left me behind when I need a help eventhough they know that I need a help, then definitely I'll stay away from them. When someone just take an advantage from me, you know the answer ya.. It's not that I'm not sincere when I do those things. It's just.. I feel so tired. I just don't want to dwell with the negative energy. And I deserve to think about my own sel

It would still hurt a little, maybe some because apparently making it not a big deal doesn't mean it's nothing. Yeah, life changes, it also happens in priority. The only thing that I should do is realize it with my big heart . And sometimes I'm wondering, what if I died, will everyone completely forget me?

I like to watch a compilation of videos in Youtube which are about a bunch of people who got a golden buzzer in American's Got Talent recently. And guess what? Because I'm such a softie I can't stop crying haha. It really moved my heart. Why? Because... The behind story why they decided to register themselves in American's Got Talent. Most of them have so moving and noble purpose for doing this. For the example, there's this little girl who sung for her father who was killed several hour before took a recording in a well known music studio. Apparently, being a singer was her father biggest dream so she took over this dream for the sake of her late father. And then there's this young woman who had an accident and it gave her some serious damages in her two ears. At the end, she lost her hearing. And she didn't want to give up on this condition. Before this accident she's a musician and also a singer. She decided to recall how the vocal cord vibrates when