Just a thought in the evening
My inner circle is getting smaller as i grow up. And I don't regret it. When I give the good basic manner i learned from my mother to my friends, such as say thank you whenever being helped by someone or say sorry whenever i do something bad, and apparently those friends didn't do the same things as I did, I feel that they don't appreciate a simple thing. How about the bigger thing? Will they appreciate it? And if the answer is no, it means that it's time to stay away from them. When i give my hand, spend my time for some people when they're at the worst state, prioritize them and they just left me behind when I need a help eventhough they know that I need a help, then definitely I'll stay away from them. When someone just take an advantage from me, you know the answer ya.. It's not that I'm not sincere when I do those things. It's just.. I feel so tired. I just don't want to dwell with the negative energy. And I deserve to think about my own sel