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What did i do wrong...

Adulthood sucks more than I thought. Can’t get my closure when I need it the most. Learn  to rely on myself for making my own happiness. Anxiety. There is failure after failure. Working so hard at the office until the sun set down. My parents are growing old. Bills an debt. Need to save my money ‘for the better future’ but in other world need to keep my mind sane by buying something less useful  that i like such as having a good food (because decent food is enough). No more time for doing my hobby. Overthinking, what i should do when I have moved to another town without the routine I usually have. People who is demanding. Everyone demands the best work for me while I only have 24 hours a day (minus 6 hours for sleeping) that I spent most of it by working, less resting. People judgment. There are so many times when I was being like a zombie, my body was doing my routine voluntary but my mind was not there. I forgot the name of other people. I forgot why i enter a room at the first place