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  "Soon strongest tree will quiver. Soon leaves will fall and shrivel. Bodies will fade away but one thing remains."   I listen to every kind of music, from the rock one like Avenged Sevenfold to classical music, such us Rachmaninoff pieces. But the most favorite one is ballad music, or in this case is ballad song. This kind of song gives us, as the audience, a soft background music. The lyrics is also well-made, with the careful and meaningful word choices and it can make us dive into our own imagination. Then the stream of feeling is beginning to flow inside our heart and believe it or not, in my case, this feeling will give me such a morale value that sometimes is related to my life, or simply become a learning for my life. I'm an ENFP person and explore feelings everyday so yeah, that happens.  And yesterday, I found a pure art that is too beautiful. This song.  This song is about a feeling between two people called love that is so strong. Even though there is a ...

I am a people person, which means i spend most of my time with people who are considered as good and have the same frequency with me. And then i absorb the positive vibe from them. I meet so many people when i'm away from my family and naturally, I select the ones that fit me the most. Those selected people are from my high school friends, college friends and also my office colleagues. We spend our time together with laughter (they ever made me laugh so hard that i can't breath because of bengek). We often have deep conversation about something serious, like what exactly our mission in this earth or what is the plan about the future and, not to be forgotten, marriage. We share the information about good workshop, book, and also food. And sometimes we also have a lil fight so that we know how to apologize and forgive each other. They really know how to make my life colorful. Thus, they are the spark that lits the flame inside my soul. So grateful.

Saturday, 09 June 2018 Kost 296, room number 7A Listening to Berlabuh by Andhika Triyadi The hardest moment is when I realized that our Pearson correlation value is 0.1. It’s simply because we, as a human, are not merely a linear function. There are slopes that varies. There are too many variables that are too much to be handled. We know that. No, I know that. And we decided, not to find any other method to calculate the real correlation of us besides Pearson, but rather become a linear-quadratic function that has the value of D=0. We only have one-in-a-lifetime intersection, one little dot, and after that, the two graphs continue their journey in different directions. This little dot is only a short time period, maybe people see it as something worthless. But it means something for me, really. I learned a lot, from many delightful things and the sorrows. I cared a lot, because you are someone who is worth to be cared for. And for the moments and memories we have made, I feel so gratef...

We're only a speck of dust in this universe.. Semakin kita dewasa, kita semakin sadar bahwa ada banyak perkara yg enggak bisa kita menangkan sekaligus.. I'll just pretend that I'm happy until I'm genuinely happy..

Day 5 Tadi siang saat mulai suntuk ngerjain material balance, aku memutuskan untuk buka handphone dan melihat-lihat status WA orang-orang. Eh ternyata ada statusnya ibu aku. Tumben banget. Ternyata isi statusnya adalah tulisan "Rindu masa-masa itu..". Langsung deh aku reply, masa-masa yang seperti apa Bu? Beliau menjawab gini... Saat mbak dan dek Eto masih kecil :) Kalau hari minggu jalan-jalan ke tempat wisata. Kalau nunggu buka puasa duduk di teras bareng-bareng sambil ngobrol Rasanya bahagiaa banget Gosh, aku langsung berkaca-kaca baca balesan Ibu aku :" Kondisi sekarang mengakibatkan keluarga aku untuk LDR-an. Ayah aku harus mengurus pekerjaannya di Jawa Tengah, jadi sebulan pulang 1 - 2 minggu aja. Aku juga udah merantau selama 9 tahun dan sekarang pun, sejak aku hari pertama kerja di Jakarta sampai sekarang belum pernah pulang ke rumah, which is di Banyuwangi. Jadi ibu aku di rumah berdua doang sama adek aku. Belum kalau adek aku sekolah, pasti deh sendirian di rum...

Howdy, gaes! Untuk mengisi waktu ramadhan pada tahun 2018 ini, aku akan membuat sebuah challenge for myself, yaitu 1 post 1 day. Jadi aku bakalan nulis hal apa saja yang membuat aku grateful pada hari itu atau menjadikanku seorang filsuf yang berkontemplasi mengenai kehidupan di dunia ini, azeek. This challenge is dedicated for me as self reminder so that i could be a stronger and kinder human being. Day 1 Skip yah karena udah lupa ada hal apa aja waktu itu, haha Day 2 Jadi ceritanya aku abis scrolling instagram aku dan menemukan sebuah video yang dipost sama akun yang bernama rumahzakat. Video tersebut menceritakan sebuah kisah tentang ibu yang telah menjanda selama 10 tahun dan seorang anak lelakinya. Si ibu bekerja sebagai buruh dan dari pekerjaannya tersebut ia hanya mendapatkan sekitar 25k - 40k rupiah saja. Dan sekarang, keadaannya si ibu memiliki utang. "Sak yuto punjul", katanya. Utangnya ternyata 1 juta lebih dikit. Lalu, ada host dari rumahzakat yang kemudian memban...

*only for those who have seen How I Met Your Mother It has been years since i saw a TV show called How I Met Your Mother and suddenly just now I have an urge to see the finale ending, which, I think, is so suck. Then I searched for it on Youtube. But instead of finale ending, I found a tribute video which is made by a fan that is way way much better than the original ending! Just click the following link! https://youtu.be/hHYg6Q7HIaQ I love it so much! It's because first, this video is all about Ted and Tracy, the cutest couple ever. And no trace of Robin at all (somehow I don't like RobinxTed). Second, it shows us about the life of Ted and Tracy, how they genuinely love each other. Third, how this simple relationship can turn into something so beautiful and this video has been succesful to emphasize it! Still, this video is so touchy because in the end Tracy is still getting ill and need to leave Ted and this worldforever. OMG, if only the writer and director could add some ep...