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Banyak hal yang terjadi di hidupku, dari yang menyenangkan sampai yang menyedihkan namun yang mampu membuatku menjadi lebih kuat. Banyak hal memang, namun nggak terasa. Sudah 26 tahun aku menjalani kehidupanku disini. Dan aku tersadar bahwa hidup tak lain halnya seperti kita yang sedang menikmati secangkir teh hangat. Teguk demi teguk, kadang manis kadang sepat, dan tak terasa sudah tinggal setengah tehnya. Lalu habis. Sangat singkat. Dalam kehidupan yang singkat ini, izinkanlah aku untuk menjadi versi terbaik dari diriku sendiri. Berproses. Membangun anak-anak tangga satu demi satu untuk bisa melihat dunia dari sudut pandang yang lebih luas. Izinkanlah aku untuk mencari ridho Allah dalam setiap aktivitas yang aku lakukan. Menjadi manusia seperti yang diinginkan-Nya dan selalu bermanfaat. Izinkanlah aku untuk senantiasa menyayangi keluarga dan semua orang-orang yang aku kasihi. Eratkan tali persaudaraan kami, sehingga kami selalu ada di saat suka maupun duka.  Bismillah.

ALOHA GUYS! Since everybody is busy his or her life and no one has an interest my life today, I will post a self appreciation because I’ve been very diligent and have done so many things. I am proud of myself because I have been better than yesterday. We should appreciate and not be hard to ourselves, okay? Bangun subuh lalu sholat. Habis sholat cus ke halaman buat nyapu daun-daun kering. Dedaunan terkumpul, lalu diserok masuk ke dalam tempat sampah. Then lanjut peregangan dan skipping an, nembus 70 kali lompatan waw. Untuk aku yang belum rutin olah raga it’s such a record yah haha. Setelah olah raga, istirahat bentar, lanjut bersihinin kipas angin (Maspion fan box dikasih FFI sebagai bonus tahunan, alhamdulillah). Ternyata ada Youtube vlogger yang nerangin cara membersihkannya gimana dong, detail banget penjelasannya. Ternyata ada komponen kipas angin yang bisa dipretelin dan mbersihin komponen-komponennya pakai air dan sabun. Okay, selama ini aku cuman pakai lap kering dan basah...

A self reminder. Written by Sembadra Monday, 8 June 2020,  22:36  Ketika kita lebih tua dari orang lain yang lebih muda, it doesn’t mean kita boleh berperilaku sesuka kita tanpa menghargai dan memerdulikan perasaan mereka just because we’re older than them. Hargai mereka because they’re just living their life walau mungkin memiliki metode yang berbeda dari kita dalam menjalani hidup. Apresiasi mereka because they’ve done their best walau mungkin terkendala dengan pengalaman dan pengetahuan yang terbatas. Maafkankah mereka because.. they’re human tho. Now I ask to myself, did I do every single thing in my life precisely and no mistakes? If the answer is ‘no’, and always be ‘no’, then I have no right to force them to be right, no mistakes, at the first time they do something and judge them when they do any mistakes. Don’t be so judgmental karena kita bukan malaikat raqib dan atid yang selama 24 jam melihat segala perbuatan mereka. We never know what story they never ...

Dear God, Thank you for everything (that sometimes I take for granted) you've given to me. You gave me a beautiful life to live, fresh air to breath, good health, good fortune, warm sunlight and birds that always chirping in the morning.  Thank you for giving me such a wonderful family. You gave me the most caring and wise parents for me, who always believe in me, give the best advice whenever I am at the lowest point of my life,  have a full stock of hilarious  jokes, and be that cool and easy-going parents. You also gave me a little brother that sometimes is annoying but most of the time very caring. I love them so much. And also, because of You, I meet many good and wonderful people in my life. Thank you for that. Thank you God. In this new age, please give me strength and a big heart to sail the ship in to the newly discovered sea that full of uncertainties. My portion is to fight as best as I can, and the rest is up to you, God. I believe that your pl...

2019. In this year, I learned a lot.  I learned to discover my true self, what I really want, what vision I follow, and what mission I do. There is something that is still unclear but it much more clearer than before. I believe it will be much clearer in 2020, amen. I learned to distinguish my feelings, try to express them and not bury them in to the deepest level of my heart. Because girls, it will hurt so much if I just bury them and be so confused what exactly I feel right now and what things that I should do to bear and overcome this feeling. I met many new people or we can say acquaintance and  some new friends.  I still have my family. And also, I met Yoga. They pour me so much love. I learned a lot from them. There was, and is (until right now) so much positive energy around me because of them. I feet supported, I feel needed. I feel matters. And that's enough to make my days as bright as the solar flare. In terms of financial thingy, I can se...

    Daydreaming... I am standing on a grassland in Switzerland. The cool breeze hit my face, but not very hard. I draw the air into my lung, I can sense the smell of pine leaves from the coniferous forest not far from here. Then I wear my headset and listen to Novigrad City night ambience theme song. And suddenly this place is becoming more peaceful and magical. The Earth is beautiful. God is great creating The Earth.  Ya Allah, may this dream come true. Aamiin.

Never been so open up to someone Never been so delightful staying with someone Never been so comfortable crying in front of someone Never been so sure that in spite of the ups and down, living my life with someone will be safe and sound Never been so grateful meeting with someone before I met you. ILY

Hello world! Today's post it's all about Kingdom Hearts and its orchestra. Yay, never been so excited writing a content like this! So first i will write about what Kingdom Hearts is for those who haven't known about this and why I like it so much. Kingdom Hearts is a console game which is developed by Square Enix and in collaboration with Disney. If you hear Final Fantasy once (the so well known game / RPG ever that consists of so many handsome characters mehehe), it is also developed by Square Enix too. But Kingdom Hearts is rather different, it also consists of the Disney characters, like Mickey, Donald, Goofie. Even Disney princess, such as Ariel, Aurora and Snow White (which is my childhood memory, I love Disney movie so much since I was a child)! It's not just about the character but the storyline as well. Its story line is all about friendship and how we should do our best if we want to achieve our goal. That's why Kingdom Hearts is so special for me. Kingdom ...

My inner circle is getting smaller as i grow up. And I don't regret it. When I give the good basic manner i learned from my mother to my friends, such as say thank you whenever being helped by someone or say sorry whenever i do something bad, and apparently those friends didn't do the same things as I did, I feel that they don't appreciate a simple thing. How about the bigger thing? Will they appreciate it? And if the answer is no, it means that it's time to stay away from them. When i give my hand, spend my time for some people when they're at the worst state, prioritize them and they just left me behind when I need a help eventhough they know that I need a help, then definitely I'll stay away from them. When someone just take an advantage from me, you know the answer ya.. It's not that I'm not sincere when I do those things. It's just.. I feel so tired. I just don't want to dwell with the negative energy. And I deserve to think about my own sel...

It would still hurt a little, maybe some because apparently making it not a big deal doesn't mean it's nothing. Yeah, life changes, it also happens in priority. The only thing that I should do is realize it with my big heart . And sometimes I'm wondering, what if I died, will everyone completely forget me?

I like to watch a compilation of videos in Youtube which are about a bunch of people who got a golden buzzer in American's Got Talent recently. And guess what? Because I'm such a softie I can't stop crying haha. It really moved my heart. Why? Because... The behind story why they decided to register themselves in American's Got Talent. Most of them have so moving and noble purpose for doing this. For the example, there's this little girl who sung for her father who was killed several hour before took a recording in a well known music studio. Apparently, being a singer was her father biggest dream so she took over this dream for the sake of her late father. And then there's this young woman who had an accident and it gave her some serious damages in her two ears. At the end, she lost her hearing. And she didn't want to give up on this condition. Before this accident she's a musician and also a singer. She decided to recall how the vocal cord vibrates when ...

Seeing all pictures in this instagram account account called @specialbooksbyspecialkids really makes my heart so warm. So this account shares the interview of people who have some shorts of medical conditions. They will tell what is their condition, how they handle it, what is the reaction of people around them, and how much love people around them pour to them inspite of this condition. Oh God bless them and their family.

I'm a typical person who is interested in some unusual things, which are, maybe, rather different from other people. Or we can say, other women. I like to play games, especially RPG. I like to scroll the pictures of strange creatures living in the deep sea from @snapfish on Instagram (so don't ask me about any beauty blogger out there cause I really have no clue). I like to read some conspiracy theories. I like to read horror stories (even though It will be super difficult for me to sleep every night after I read horror stories). I like to read and watch any book or movie related to the universe or space or what's inside our Earth or about ancient history. When I was a kid, I can stay and watch the movie about crop circle and alien in Youtube for hours. Or a movie about the ancient relics that show us the sculpture of an astronaut so I said "That's the prove that the time machine does exists!". And I like to do some absurd things, cause.. simply that's me....

Aloha. Today I decide to make a new section for my blog, which is 'A Story to Tell'. This section will contain about things or people who are interesting and make such a great impact for humanity, or at least for me, and I wanna share for those who haven't known them yet because they deserve to have more attention. And for the first 'A Story to Tell' I would like to share the information about Eratosthenes.  Eratosthenes? Is it a name of a place, or a new illness related to tetanus? Nope folk. 'He' is a male person who is included in my greatest men ever in the world. So he's a scientist and also the director of the great library in Alexandria, happened to discover the length of Earth circumference. 'Hello, there are many scientists that can calculate it too. Nothing special.'. Nope folk, the point is he did that in 3 B.C, highlighted, and he is the first person who did that by utilizing only two sticks, eyes, feet, and brain. That...